More than just a resolution

As many Americans are going I have a goal to lose weight. I feel I am taking it a step further and more serious though. I have reached my all time high at 232lbs and I am sick of my "muffin top." On Jan 2 2012 I started my new healthy life. I am doing the juice cleansing but with raw fruits and veggies as snacks. I learned from the last time I did the juice fast that I needed actual food to eat. My goal is to be at 200lbs by my birthday which is March 17. If I make that I will get the tattoo I have been putting off for a couple of years now. My other goal is to be at 180lbs by June when I leave Germany. I know that is a lot of weight to lose but I am more determined this time to eat healthy and keep the weight off.  I have set mini goals too, the first is I bought Battlefeild 3 so I can play but I have to accomplish my pushup goal to get it and play it. To even open the game I have to do 100 pushups then for 1 hour of play I have to do 100 pushups and I can only do 1 hour increments on earning the time. When I use the time then it can be 30 mins or so but I have to do 100 pushups to get time. Today,  3 Jan 2012, I earned the right to open the game. I have done 115 pushups since yesterday. This time I will kick the fat off me and keep it off.

To report on the 1st day all I have to say is that I survived it with a massive headache and the feeling of vomiting. I didn't fail on my goal. It is alot harder this time around since I had started drinking coffee and more sodas. Day 2 was alot better. No headaches and food cravings aren't as bad. I will say that is because I had baby carrots and an apple today not just juice. I am juicing it and raw foods till the 15th and then I will add fish. I can live without red meat which is hard to say but I love my fish.  I would go into details like I did last time about what I put in my juices but really I dont know my support makes them for me and I really dont care what she adds since I will drink it anyway.  My advice to everyone is go easy on the Celery since it will overpower everything. Well till my update tomorrow thanks for reading.